Pure Love

 Yesterday, I receive a message from an agency that offers work abroad that they have a postion for a teacher. They offer a high salary with benefits. I was carrying my baby when I told somebody on it. He told me that there is no problem if I would leave my baby. When I look at my baby, I saw her face almost crying as if she was telling me not to go and not to leave her. So I told my baby not to worry because I will not go, I will just stay and take care of her. I felt that my heart almost torn into pieces seeing her face like that. I almost cry.

Baby's Coming Soon

My boyfriend's mother asked me if I already feel something odd in my tummy since we are expecting my baby to come out at the end of this month. I said none so far aside from the kicking of the baby in my tummy. She told me to start preparing clothes and stuff, goodies and toiletry so that if the time comes that I will give birth everything is ready. I am really glad that she is there to support me and keeps on telling me what are the things that needs to be done.

Everytime my baby moves inside my tummy,it gives me so much joy. It kicks side by side and it hurts sometimes, but its fine with me as long as it keeps on moving. The joy got even doubled when we found out the gender of my baby, its a baby girl. Thanks to the sister of my boyfriend, she is the one who gave me money for the ultrasound. I am very glad that my boyfriends family is supportive to me, they provided me with all my needs.

Pregnancy Notes

I just wake up from my afternoon nap. I really find it difficult to sleep most especially that I am almost 8 months on the way. I need to change position most of the time so that my baby won't get hurt. I have read from the net different ways to deal with this.I realize that its really hard to become a mother, the moment you conceive, changes will really visible but everything will be paid off the moment the baby will come out. I'd been waiting for that time  to see my little angel and be with us.