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Monday, 24 November 2008

It Will Never Be The Same

Everybody are saying, life's must go on, you're strong. I know I'm strong. But sometimes my heart and mind just wish that it never happened. Jody, is my stepdaughter. Like she often told me that we're really close.Even though we didn't got to see each other often but mostly we get along well. She knows that I don't like most of the guys that she's hanging out with especially the last one who caused her death. I'm not blaming in the open but my heart is screaming, blaming this guy why he's overspending and why he's driving while he's drunk. He was the one driving while the accident happened. No matter how long he's going to spend his life in prison, it could never bring back what happened, it could never heal heal the pain. He cares for her though so I feel sorry for him because he has to live the guilt for the rest of his life. I just really wish it never happened. It hurts because my daughter will always thought that it's her sister calling everytime the phone rings..Is that sissy mom?..that's what she always ask..and as always my one and only answer "nope she's in heaven ..

6 comments:

Carol and Rocky said...

I am so sorry to hear your step daughter was killed. I can understand your feelings completely.

addyforest said...

That's so sad to hear but everything happens for a reason. Just continue praying and surrender everything to God. Hope you will overcome those painful memories that you had.

lou said...

Gina,this is sad...
I'll talk to you later.

Love,
Lou

Imelda said...

I am deeply touched and sorry for the death of your step daughter.

SHIELA said...

yes it is very sad.

where ever she is i hope she will rest in peace.

i didin't know until now namatay diay imong stepdaughter.

condolence to your family.

suedonim16 said...

I'm so sorry to hear about what happened to your stepdaughter. I think it helps for you to write down your thoughts on the matter.
I completely agree, "It will never be the same".

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