In Denial

These whole week since last Monday has been very tormenting. We lost a loved one from a car accident last Sunday night. Every time I started to write about it, I'm lost of words. Because I couldn't believe it happened. And I don't want to think it happened. And then I have a lot of tasks to make so I have to continue writing and focused myself into the topic even thought half of my thoughts has been wanting to write about it..maybe someday..when I'm not already in denial.But life has to go on, for the sake of my children,to be strong for my husband and to be there for my whole family.